Ok, i told my counselor I would make an appointment with the clinic to get put on some, but I haven’t… Mainly for 2 reasons.
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Trip to Fuji Q today
Went to Fuji Q highlands with a bunch of people from the shop. It started out as a bad day from the get go, but at least I packed some of every type of meds I thought I might need in my netbook case – and thank goodness too.
Here’s the thought process and stuff I did in my quest to make the PC-L my personal slave. This is made possible by the contest for hacking it that the makers started 29 hours before i cracked it.
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Emotional Journal
Dear Diary;
Ok… Time to talk about emotions I guess… They go all over all the time – I’ve always been like that, but the last half a year to year, they’ve been even more wild. I’ve been sick lately too, which hasn’t helped. Like just now, I got mad at a CD box that refused to open.
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‘The Hand and Voice’ Poem
The Hand and Voice
Azmaria Dei Post
30 May 2011
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Hobbies Addendum
I missed a few hobbies in my last entry. ^_^ I hope I remember them this time.
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Hobbies
I’ve had a lot of hobbies over the years. Some expensive, some not so much. But all in the search to find somehting comfortable i could do for a long while and helped me feel whole. I know that I was just looking for a creative outlet, but I had to do something to keep my mind going. Something i could feel good doing and be comfortable with, and still be a socially acceptable outlet for me.
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‘Depression and Me’ Poem
Depression and Me
Azmaria Dei Post
26 May 2011
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Intro Post
Well, here it is… My WordPress blog install… I promised someone I would keep writing things down and this is the best way i can think of since i can get to this anywhere in the world. just need to find a way to make a few entries private when i have to…
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8 March 2011 Dream
In my own mind now. In a department store being stalked by a man and
some mutant type people with various deformities and stuff – most were
disguise-able. Basically wandered around, not really shopping,
escorted by dream people that act a bit like white blood cells in my
department store.
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‘Darkness’ Poem
Darkness
Azmaria Dei Post
Circa 2007
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‘Awaiting the Final Farewell’ Poem
Awaiting the Final Farewell
Azmaria Dei Post
Circa 2005-2006
Close of the Age of the Wandering Fighter
Azmaria Dei Post
Circa 2005-2006
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‘The Sun’ Poem
The Sun
Azmaria Dei Post
Circa 2005-2006
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‘Loneliness’ Poem
Loneliness
Azmaria Dei Post
Circa 2005-2006