Personal Copy of article at liveboldandbloom.com
By Barrie Davenport
Category: Everyday Life
a year went by…
Well, over a year went by since i last posted anything. a lot has happened since then. I moved off my parents’ porch and into my own trailer. still on their property, but at least we have our own spaces now. last summer we resealed and rebuilt my old 55 gallon tank and have some koi and shubunkin goldfish in it (the koi will go in the pond once it’s finished). as soon i was moved and had power, i got my 20 gallon extra tall and 26 gallon bowfront set up and there have been fish in them for a few days now. they’re all doing wonderfully and seem very happy. ^_^
I’m still with my boyfriend in New York. he’s very sweet and kind and tolerates my emotional outbursts quite well. ^_^ he has such a heart of gold, too. i think this might be about our one year anniversary, but we don’t have a day pinpointed where we were just friends one day and BF/GF the next.
despite there having been a lot that’s happened the past year, that’s about all i want to talk about right now. ^_^ i’ll have to write more later.
-Az
Edit – 5-1-2013 – a newer pic of the big tank. ^_^ blurry phone camera pic, but still pretty.
new poem today
forever longing and striving
i see hope at last
floundering in the world
there is a thin line
moving forward
slowly gaining dreams
realizing myself
and who i am
who i will be
at the end of the day
when the journey is complete
and life starts anew
Protected: Relationships
Thank You
i don’t expect anyone to read my blog or my poetry, but when someone comments on something, i’m so happy i can cry. thank you all that have. thank you. ^_^ you’re one of the little things that makes life worth living.
Az
Protected: Blue day of birth
Typhoon Terrors
typhoon hit us straight on and the eye passed directly over us.
Happy Redux
Thinking about Zeno’s Arrow now… It’s something to think on for sure…
Emotional Overload
The other day I had a bit of a setback I guess. Had a lot of mood swings. Mostly alternating between anger and sadness.
Antidepressants working?
Ok, if this is all because of this generic wellbutrin, i think i kinda like it.
Empath Sickness
My best friend and mentor linked me a blog post on empath sickness today.
Antidepressants 1
Ok, i told my counselor I would make an appointment with the clinic to get put on some, but I haven’t… Mainly for 2 reasons.
Trip to Fuji Q today
Went to Fuji Q highlands with a bunch of people from the shop. It started out as a bad day from the get go, but at least I packed some of every type of meds I thought I might need in my netbook case – and thank goodness too.
Here’s the thought process and stuff I did in my quest to make the PC-L my personal slave. This is made possible by the contest for hacking it that the makers started 29 hours before i cracked it.