forever longing and striving
i see hope at last
floundering in the world
there is a thin line
moving forward
slowly gaining dreams
realizing myself
and who i am
who i will be
at the end of the day
when the journey is complete
and life starts anew
- Category Archives Depression
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Dreams Shattered
I once had hope. Continue reading Post ID 426
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Happy Redux
Thinking about Zeno’s Arrow now… It’s something to think on for sure… Continue reading Post ID 426
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Emotional Overload
The other day I had a bit of a setback I guess. Had a lot of mood swings. Mostly alternating between anger and sadness. Continue reading Post ID 426
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Antidepressants working?
Ok, if this is all because of this generic wellbutrin, i think i kinda like it. Continue reading Post ID 426
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Empath Sickness
My best friend and mentor linked me a blog post on empath sickness today. Continue reading Post ID 426
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Party at my Boss’s
My boss had a party/BBQ at his place and invited me over. Being the upstanding person I’ve always tried to pretend to be, I went. I even brought a mini keg of Heineken I had sitting in my fridge. Continue reading Post ID 426
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Antidepressants 2
After talking about them, with my doctor, my counselor, my dear radiologist friend online, my closest friends, my mentor and best friend, and my mom and family Continue reading Post ID 426
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Antidepressants 1
Ok, i told my counselor I would make an appointment with the clinic to get put on some, but I haven’t… Mainly for 2 reasons. Continue reading Post ID 426
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Trip to Fuji Q today
Went to Fuji Q highlands with a bunch of people from the shop. It started out as a bad day from the get go, but at least I packed some of every type of meds I thought I might need in my netbook case – and thank goodness too. Continue reading Post ID 426
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Emotional Journal
Dear Diary;
Ok… Time to talk about emotions I guess… They go all over all the time – I’ve always been like that, but the last half a year to year, they’ve been even more wild. I’ve been sick lately too, which hasn’t helped. Like just now, I got mad at a CD box that refused to open. Continue reading Post ID 426
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‘The Hand and Voice’ Poem
The Hand and Voice
Azmaria Dei Post
30 May 2011 Continue reading Post ID 426
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‘Depression and Me’ Poem
Depression and Me
Azmaria Dei Post
26 May 2011 Continue reading Post ID 426
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‘Darkness’ Poem
Darkness
Azmaria Dei Post
Circa 2007 Continue reading Post ID 426