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Poetry

Clouds

like a fern in the sky

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Dreams Magic Poetry

Goodnight my lovelies

somewhere in the night

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Poetry

Beauty Rest Calls

back! back ye effusive hounds

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Depression Everyday Life

Happy Redux

Thinking about Zeno’s Arrow now… It’s something to think on for sure…

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Depression Everyday Life

Emotional Overload

The other day I had a bit of a setback I guess. Had a lot of mood swings. Mostly alternating between anger and sadness.

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Depression Everyday Life

Antidepressants working?

Ok, if this is all because of this generic wellbutrin, i think i kinda like it.

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Magic

Empath Sickness Copy

http://robjo.wordpress.com/2011/05/27/empath-sickness/

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Depression Everyday Life Magic

Empath Sickness

My best friend and mentor linked me a blog post on empath sickness today.

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Dreams Rant

Shield Generator

Ok… I’ve had a bit of an epiphany… Looking at tesla coil vids, I’ve realized something… With that much energy and plasma, you could make one heck of a shield with it. And now to relate everything to Star Trek for a few. Also, this is all dependent upon being in a vacuum.

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Depression

Party at my Boss’s

My boss had a party/BBQ at his place and invited me over. Being the upstanding person I’ve always tried to pretend to be, I went. I even brought a mini keg of Heineken I had sitting in my fridge.

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Depression

Antidepressants 2

After talking about them, with my doctor, my counselor, my dear radiologist friend online, my closest friends, my mentor and best friend, and my mom and family

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Depression Everyday Life

Antidepressants 1

Ok, i told my counselor I would make an appointment with the clinic to get put on some, but I haven’t… Mainly for 2 reasons.

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Depression Everyday Life

Trip to Fuji Q today

Went to Fuji Q highlands with a bunch of people from the shop. It started out as a bad day from the get go, but at least I packed some of every type of meds I thought I might need in my netbook case – and thank goodness too.

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Everyday Life Rant

Hacking the Petit Crouton Soundboard

Here’s the thought process and stuff I did in my quest to make the PC-L my personal slave. This is made possible by the contest for hacking it that the makers started 29 hours before i cracked it.

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Depression Everyday Life Rant

Emotional Journal

Dear Diary;

Ok… Time to talk about emotions I guess… They go all over all the time – I’ve always been like that, but the last half a year to year, they’ve been even more wild. I’ve been sick lately too, which hasn’t helped. Like just now, I got mad at a CD box that refused to open.