Happy Redux

Thinking about Zeno’s Arrow now… It’s something to think on for sure… Not sure it’s a paradox like it’s classified as though. Seems more of a quantum physics statement. Both in motion and motionless, just like a certain cat I happen to know. =^_^=

“If everything when it occupies an equal space is at rest, and if that which is in locomotion is always occupying such a space at any moment, the flying arrow is therefore motionless.”

Aristotle, Physics VI:9, 239b5

So yeah… Went out shopping today. Got a bunch of small things at the 100 yen store and hit Yodobashi. Got some new headphones as well and they sound awesome – for the price they better… lol! ^_^ Also went out to eat. Went to the Kingdom of Teppan place and had a hamburger steak thing with cheese. It was awesome, but I have a cat’s tongue, so it has to cool a lot before I can eat it… It comes out on a skillet plate that it’s cooked on and keeps sizzling for like 10 minutes. Once it finished talking to me, I had to move it off of the skillet onto the plate the rice came on. Super delicious. Just wish I had someone to eat with and could have enjoyed it a bit more. Burnt mouth sucks… Maybe next time. ^_^ And I definitely need to get more of this melon cream soda. It’s totally delicious!

Anyway, I also found out something interesting from my mom… Pain killers and anti-inflamatories negate the effects of my wellbutrin… Hence why I’ve been either bitchy or depressed this past week… So… migraine -> 2 excedrin -> wellbutrin negated -> depression… Figures… Need to avoid migraines so I don’t get depressed… Like that’ll happen. ^_^

Also, I had a good talk with a good friend of mine. I owe her a lot… More than I’ll ever be able to repay. Anyway, she opened my eyes to what I’ve been doing. I’ve been out of control, letting my emotions rule me instead of the other way around, so I’ve pulled back from all the forums I frequent and am trying to work these issues out. I’ll be talking about all of this with my counselor on Monday as well. Just knowing I have these issues and accepting them and trying to figure out what to do about them seems to be helping at least. Hopefully my counselor has a bit more. ^_^

Started meditating again. It’s been WAY too long since I did it on a regular basis. Almost forgot how to talk with myself. ^_^ But after a few sessions now, I’m starting to feel more centered as well. We’ll see where we go this time. ^_^

Anyway, the brightness of this monitor is starting to give me another migraine so I better get off. ^_^

Az


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