{"id":181,"date":"2011-07-20T21:31:27","date_gmt":"2011-07-20T12:31:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/?p=181"},"modified":"2018-08-25T20:09:42","modified_gmt":"2018-08-26T02:09:42","slug":"emotional-overload","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/?p=181","title":{"rendered":"Emotional Overload"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The other day I had a bit of a setback I guess. Had a lot of mood swings. Mostly alternating between anger and sadness.<!--more--> Anyway, it led me to take a bunch of semi-random pills. I slept in and out for quite a while after that, unable to really do much of anything.<\/p>\n<p>Am I feeling better now? Not really. Am I happy about what I did? No. Did I intend to take enough to kill me? &#8230; I can&#8217;t actually answer that&#8230; Either way, I was talked down by a very good friend to only taking 2 flexiril and a couple of the other various pain killers and mild muscle relaxers.<\/p>\n<p>I woke up. I&#8217;m still alive. People tell me that&#8217;s a good thing, but my decision on that has yet to be made&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Az<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The other day I had a bit of a setback I guess. Had a lot of mood swings. Mostly alternating between anger and sadness.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-181","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-depression","category-everyday-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=181"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":597,"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions\/597"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.split-world.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}