Dear Diary;<\/p>\n
Ok… Time to talk about emotions I guess… They go all over all the time – I’ve always been like that, but the last half a year to year, they’ve been even more wild. I’ve been sick lately too, which hasn’t helped. Like just now, I got mad at a CD box that refused to open.<\/p>\n
Let’s go a bit more in depth then… But I’ll try and keep it to the past week. At work the printer and computer tend to do a lot of things that set me off anger-wise, but not long after I’m back to a general malaise and keep moving.<\/p>\n
Friday and Saturday were ok. Fairly smooth sailing with the exception of a laptop locking up and that pissing me off for a few seconds. I rebooted it and all was ok. I think the hard drive in it is starting to go out… Sunday was our gaming session we do every 2 weeks. I wasn’t really into it at first, but after we got started I had a lot of fun and I hope they did as well. After that I went home and went to bed since i was severely\u00a0exhausted.<\/p>\n
Monday someone online said something to me that struck me wrong and my mood at the time went from generally depressed and feeling like crap to annoyed and a bit pissed. Then of course they intentionally egged me on and they really got to me so I reported them to a mod and walked away for a while. After that I dropped into the normal malaise.\u00a0Tuesday I got 4 packages, and I was super happy for most of a day after that. It’s always nice to know you’re loved enough for people to send you packages. True, I did pay for them all… But still… I got a lot of the hobby stuff I’ve been waiting a good while for.<\/p>\n
Wednesday I couldn’t get warm and I got sicker. I felt like crap all night but I stayed up and did some wiring on some electronics. Drank a lot of water too, but of course I’m still dehydrated… And here we are on Thursday. I have a headache, I feel terrible, I have little to no energy to do anything, and I think I’ll go back to bed in a few.<\/p>\n
And this is only a small sampling too. I’ll have to keep on this and write more in future entries. Honestly, I don’t mind being moody like this – I’ve dealt with it to varying degrees for most of my life, but I think it’s still interesting since there aren’t many people that I know that seem to go through this sort of thing. Lol! Maybe it has something to do with that extra set of ribs my mom said I was born with.<\/p>\n
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