forever longing and striving
i see hope at last
floundering in the world
there is a thin line
moving forward
slowly gaining dreams
realizing myself
and who i am
who i will be
at the end of the day
when the journey is complete
and life starts anew
I once had hope.
Thinking about Zeno’s Arrow now… It’s something to think on for sure…
The other day I had a bit of a setback I guess. Had a lot of mood swings. Mostly alternating between anger and sadness.
Ok, if this is all because of this generic wellbutrin, i think i kinda like it.
My best friend and mentor linked me a blog post on empath sickness today.
My boss had a party/BBQ at his place and invited me over. Being the upstanding person I’ve always tried to pretend to be, I went. I even brought a mini keg of Heineken I had sitting in my fridge.
After talking about them, with my doctor, my counselor, my dear radiologist friend online, my closest friends, my mentor and best friend, and my mom and family
Ok, i told my counselor I would make an appointment with the clinic to get put on some, but I haven’t… Mainly for 2 reasons.
Went to Fuji Q highlands with a bunch of people from the shop. It started out as a bad day from the get go, but at least I packed some of every type of meds I thought I might need in my netbook case – and thank goodness too.
Dear Diary;
Ok… Time to talk about emotions I guess… They go all over all the time – I’ve always been like that, but the last half a year to year, they’ve been even more wild. I’ve been sick lately too, which hasn’t helped. Like just now, I got mad at a CD box that refused to open.
The Hand and Voice
Azmaria Dei Post
30 May 2011
Depression and Me
Azmaria Dei Post
26 May 2011
Darkness
Azmaria Dei Post
Circa 2007